Every time I try to write Carolina’s birth story, I find myself completely overwhelmed. What info do I include? There are parts that are foggy in my memory, what do I do about those?
Eventually I will put it all together, but here is the condensed version.
Carolina was born after 46 hours of induced labor, via semi-urgent c-section. After walking, bouncing on the birthing ball, weird hip movements to try to turn her around and stop my back labor, pitocin, a foley catheter (I would not wish this on my worst enemy), my water being broken by the doctor, and even a few stints in the tub, my body wouldn’t dialate past 3.5 to 4 (depending on which doctor measured). I also developed a uterine infection after they broke my water. When her heart rate started to spike, along with my fever, there wasn’t much else that could be done. She was fully engaged, but my body wasn’t responding.
The c section itself was more horrifying than the 46 hours leading up to it. I lost about a third of my blood and ended up needing a transfusion. And a big F You to everyone who says it’s “just a little pressure.”
But my beautiful girl was perfect, and came out showing off a strong set of lungs and a tuft of hair on the back of her head.
She is everything I never knew I wanted. 6 pounds 12 ounces, and 20 inches long, born May 13th.